好久没有来这里写东西

只是随便看看 大家的心情 。。

于是  自己去充实情感

然后 才发现

这个过程 已经很久了  已经 一年了。。

希望大家快乐

U were my everythin

This goes out to someone that was
Once the most important person in my life
I didn''t realize it at the time
I can''t forgive myself for the way I treated you so
I don''t really expect you to either
It''s just... I don''t even know
Just listen...

You''re the one that I want, the one that I need
The one that I gotta have just to succeed
When I first saw you, I knew it was real
I''m sorry about the pain I made you feel

That wasn''t me; let me show you the way
I looked for the sun, but it''s raining today
I remember when I first looked into your eyes
It was like God was there, heaven in the skies

I wore a disguise ''cause I didn''t want to get hurt
But I didn''t know I made everything worse
You told me we were crazy in love
But you didn''t care when push came to shove

If you loved me as much as you said you did
Then you wouldn''t have hurt me like I ain''t shit
Now you pushed me away like you never even knew me
I loved you with my heart, really and truly

I guess you forgot about the times that we shared
When I would run my fingers through your hair
Late nights, just holding you in my arms
I don''t know how I could do you so wrong

I really wanna show you I really need to hold you
I really wanna know you like no one could else know you
You''re number one, always in my heart
And now I can''t believe that our love is torn apart

refrain:
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ''cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you (2x)

I knew you gonna sit and play this with your new man
And then sit and laugh as you''re holding his hand
The thought of that just shatters my heart
It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart

At times we was off I was scared to show you
Now I wanna hold you until I can''t hold you
Without you, everything seems strange
Your name is forever planted in my brain

Damn it, I''m insane,
Take away the pain
Take away the hurt
Baby, we can make it work

What about when you
Looked into my eyes
Told me you loved me
As you would hugged me

I guess everything you said was a lie
I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes
Now I''m not even a thought in your mind
I can see clearly, my love is not blind

refrain

I just wish everything could have turned out differently
I had a special feeling about you
I thought maybe you did too
You would understand, but...
No matter what, you''ll always be in my heart
You''ll always be my baby

Our first day, it seemed so magical
I remember all the time that I had with you
Remember when you first came to my house?
You looked like an angel wearing that blouse

We hit it off, I knew it was real
But now I can''t take all the pain that I feel
Reach in your heart, I know I''m still there
I don''t wanna hear that you no longer care

Remember the times? Remember when we kissed?
I didn''t think you would ever do me like this
I didn''t think you''d wanna see me depressed
I thought you''d be there for me, this I confess

You said you were my best friend, was that a lie?
Now I''m nothing to you, you''re with another guy
I tried, I tried, I tried, and I''m trying
Now on the inside it feels like I''m dying

refrain

[Talking] And I do miss you
I just thought we were meant to be
I guess now, we''ll never know
The only thing I want is for you to be happy
Whether it be with me, or without me
I just want you to be happy

我在努力让你快乐

我在努力珍惜你

我在努力改变自己

我在努力。。。。

希望你知道我爱你

别想那么多

你现在是

我的动力。。

我的角落

我的世界

我脑子乱

不想写什么了

就这么多

希望你懂

懂得

ICH LIEBE DICH

     ----XIAO XIAO XIAO XIAO

      不知不觉

。。。

                                      在蝙蝠说的一句话里

 我感觉到了希望   " 你说，这样下去 我们会不会就成为了。。"

于是

                 我们后来真的在了一起，，

很匆 很乱  但很快乐 、

小幸福 貌似被谁扔到了面前

被我们接住

我们会把它看管好 。。

希望一切好好的。。。努力。。   哪怕我们明天分手 都不要去想

一切来的简单  去的也简单

好好的珍惜。。

没有所谓的伤害  我们都是成年的疯子

为了爱情 洒上烈酒 和 毒药。。

让它刺激 狂烈

希望我们快乐

                                      你是我的蝙蝠 被你啃噬 却BT的心甘情愿。。

  爱上那些 有我们一起 的日子

我去和好多人发生了性关系

然后再变态的带着依恋 带着遗憾离开

我梦见

好多人都在想我  都在被我弄的受伤

然后躲在某些角落哭泣

打倒我的忍耐 我的坚强

我梦见

有个人很爱我  我也很爱他

然后我们就在了一起

有痛苦 快乐

然后

我们又分开了

有人说

我注定是别人的情人

而做不了一个好男人

所以

我继续去做别人的情人

而不是老实的男人。。。

最近老是强奸我和我的夜晚

但是我没有挣扎

却享受那些过程

因为我喜欢 我憧憬 我回味

拥抱你的每一个夜晚

你瘦小的身体紧紧的被拥入怀中

无论在校园 街头 还是某个黑暗的小窝

都如此温暖 幸福 无所顾虑

我喜欢那样的感觉

就像初恋的甜蜜

          冬日的温暖

                 夏日的凉风

喜欢梦里 和你 一起学习 一起游戏  一起在走廊发呆 一起散步 一起聊天 一起吃饭 一起走走停停

在乎你 的每一分钟  你如果感觉的到

我就微笑 就倍感幸福

我不知道你是谁

你也会不知道我是谁

就这样

梦醒了

该写点什么了 但是又不知道写什么

今天终于考完试了 今天的德语考试真的很搞笑 同学们都提前一天占好了座位

德语  法语  日语  大家都积极的为自己提前准备好了座位 和小抄

只有为数不少的几个同学有好好学习 因为为考研准备。。

终于大抄完毕。。也给大四的第一个学期画上了一个完整的句点

要放假了 由于我们系特殊 （我也不知道为什么）老师说给我们多放2周的假期

于是乎  大家异常兴奋

哎。。但是3月9号貌似还有 TEM 8 的考试 妈的 寒假也玩不了什么的 --即使是大学最后一个长假期。。

最近的自己偶尔会伤感 抑郁 是因为天冷 总是在下雪？

还是自己总是没有机会释怀 把NOMAL 想的ABNOMAL

其实很简单 自己为什么又考试钻牛角

妹妹一直让我去广州 2叔叔也早同意我去了 因为我一直没有去的 总是在说

寒假的车票真的难买 如果坐飞机还好。。

所以我想 如果我坐飞机去 我就去

否则 就在西安 咸阳玩

奶奶叫我去兰州的话 我就放在专8考完之后再去

。。

PS； 希望奶奶 爷爷身体健康 新年快乐 孙子不能陪你们一起过年咯

。。

   恩 来一个结语：祝福所有朋友新年快乐  后天考研的同学顺利 开心 回家的朋友开心 平安

                 专业八级好好复习 并要考出好的成绩

                 工作的事情大家一定不能马虎 要仔细斟酌

                                         总之 要开心  TO ALL THAT I KNOW

 ALLES GUT